not much other than I had a complete and utter meltdown. I am not handling my stress very well and have just found out that all the toxins in my body from being in predialysis isn't helping.
I am having difficulties trusting people and so I shut everyone out. I have done it in the past as whenever I let anyone in I ultimately got hurt and it is something I am dealing with right now. Not sure how to deal with my family and the moment...or even who to trust within that family. According to my one mother, I have a "new" and and an "old" family; now that I have this "new" family I don't need to be with the "old" family or some such nonsense.
I really would love to talk about it all but a publication ban on part of the story is in place so I could get arrested for contempt. Hmmm almost sounds like an idea..lol. Suffice it to say that have a very strange family to deal with and somedays I wish I didn't have to.
I am chronicling my journey as a Renal Patient. I hope to hear from others as I walk this new path. Cora
Great Sites for Information
Kidney Foundation of Canada
National Kidney Foundation (USA)
(I will Post more as I find out more information.)
National Kidney Foundation (USA)
(I will Post more as I find out more information.)
Here are some great foums and educational sites...
Kidney School
Also there are some groups on Facebook:
Canadian Kidney Connection
Ontario’s Renal Community
I will add more as they come in. Cora
Also there are some groups on Facebook:
Canadian Kidney Connection
Ontario’s Renal Community
I will add more as they come in. Cora
Thursday, December 16, 2010
This has become my theme song for my life lately...
Bon Jovi's "Its My Life"
ITS MY LIFE
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Live in Chicago 2007
Bon Jovi - It's My Life (Live In Chicago 2007)
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Here are the lyrics...
Bon Jovi's It's My Life
Songwriters: Bon Jovi, Jon; Martin, Max; Sambora, Richard S;
This ain't a song for the brokenhearted
No silent prayer for the faith departed
And I ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd
You're gonna hear my voice when I shout it out loud
It's my life
It's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just wanna live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said, "I did it my way"
I just wanna live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life
This is for the ones who stood their ground
For Tommy and Gina who never backed down
Tomorrow's getting harder, make no mistake
Luck ain't even lucky, gotta make your own breaks
It's my life
And it's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just wanna live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said, "I did it my way"
I just wanna live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life
You better stand tall
When they're calling you out
Don't bend, don't break
Baby, don't back down
It's my life
It's now or never
'Cause I ain't gonna live forever
I just wanna live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said, "I did it my way"
I just wanna live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
And it's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just wanna live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said, "I did it my way"
I just wanna live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life!
ITS MY LIFE
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Live in Chicago 2007
Bon Jovi - It's My Life (Live In Chicago 2007)
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Here are the lyrics...
Bon Jovi's It's My Life
Songwriters: Bon Jovi, Jon; Martin, Max; Sambora, Richard S;
This ain't a song for the brokenhearted
No silent prayer for the faith departed
And I ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd
You're gonna hear my voice when I shout it out loud
It's my life
It's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just wanna live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said, "I did it my way"
I just wanna live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life
This is for the ones who stood their ground
For Tommy and Gina who never backed down
Tomorrow's getting harder, make no mistake
Luck ain't even lucky, gotta make your own breaks
It's my life
And it's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just wanna live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said, "I did it my way"
I just wanna live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life
You better stand tall
When they're calling you out
Don't bend, don't break
Baby, don't back down
It's my life
It's now or never
'Cause I ain't gonna live forever
I just wanna live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said, "I did it my way"
I just wanna live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
And it's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just wanna live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said, "I did it my way"
I just wanna live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life!
Monday, December 13, 2010
I am off to see the specialist today.
I am a bit nervous as I haven't seen since March when the whole kidney failure diagnosis happened. I am not looking forward to this at all. I don't like the new nurse and I don't like my doctor....inspires a lot of confidence there huh? I am also still quite tired from the trip although I had an awesome time. I guess I am just tired. Everything is so up in the air right now. I will let everyone know how it went.
Cora
Cora
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